My friend decided to write this letter at my school camp..

Alright so this has been putting me off for some time now and I just need advice, maybe? Idk just wanted to say this. So a few weeks ago at my highschool's camp me, friend 1, friend 2 and friend 3 were sharing a room, in downtime/free time in the rooms 3 decided to write in her notebook/journal, the rest of us didnt care and let her do it obv, but throughout writing in it, she made little comments like "Hm, what should I put in this" "What havent i told her?" ect. 1 asked what she was writing and she said: "Oh just a suicide letter to (my name)"

So obv that really put the whole vibe in the room off, who tf says that so casually and WHY on a school camp?! 3 had been struggling with depression for awhile, so stuff like that was.. normalized, i guess? It really shouldnt of been normalized but it was, I think we were all very put off (beside 3 ofc) but we continued how we were doing before. And at one point, 3 and 2 went into the bathroom to talk privately, because apparently they were discussing what to put in my letter, because 2 knew more than me or smth??

3's reasoning for writing the letter at that camp was bc "She never got any privacy to at home" firsty last time i checked, that was bs she gets plenty privacy, secondly, still! School camps are supposed to be fun events, not times to pick when your friend should commit?! (which she did tell me to decide) I just feel really icky still, seriously, who does that?!