[M4F] Corrupting and humiliating the nerdy roleplay girl

You know who you are, lurking on roleplay forums every night. Hoping to find the perfect story to turn you on and show off your writing chops in the process. It’s not about smut, you always tell yourself, it’s about the story. You want to get into the mindset of your characters, relate to them, and pretend you’re experiencing their pleasure as you write depravity.

Well one day you met someone who offered to let you become one of your characters. Assume their identity, change your clothes, and behavior to match theirs. Suddenly you found yourself seeing the world through their eyes. Things that normally would make you nervous or cautious seemed more relaxed.

Of course that guy who enabled this process would encourage and promote your transformation. He’d remind you that your character wouldn’t wear that underwear, and that your character has no problems hooking up drunk at bars. You feel yourself slipping away as you become the character. Your morals are abandoned as you become nothing but a reflection of the girls you imagined.

Things that seemed fun in your fantasies take on a whole new form when you’re actually living them. Normally you would’ve backed out of encounters like these and not behaved like such a dirty girl, but you’re constantly pressured to dive deeper into the hole of depravity and embrace your character.

Kinks looking to explore here are corruption, bullying, humiliation, degradation, lifestyle control, and more.

Also open to just talking about how we are similar or different to the characters we often write. What holds us back from being more like them, even if we want to be.