First timer, couple questions.

hey y'all,

looking for some advice from the regulars here. i'm a 34yo local guy wanting to finally make the drive out and try playalinda for the first time, when it warms up a bit. i don't have anyone to go with, so i'll be flying solo which is already making me pretty nervous.

i'm hearing impaired and wear hearing aids, and my biggest stress is honestly the social aspect. i get super anxious about people trying to talk to me and me not catching it, then looking like a jerk for ignoring them. i really just want to find a spot where everyone keeps to themselves so i don't have to worry about missing cues.

i'm also still pretty anxious about the actual nudity part. is it cool if i go and just chicken out and stay clothed if i lose my nerve? or will that look weird? i'll probably just be sitting on a towel scrolling on my phone, looking for the nerve lol.

just looking for the absolute most boring, chill time to go where i can kind of be invisible. appreciate any tips. thanks!