Playing As A Superhero, Like BROKEN Matt Hardy

So, I was like a child playing as a superhero.

10 years ago, I had no friends, hardly any girlfriends. My parents told me what a loser and burden I was. I wasn't financially independent.

And I said to my psychiatrist, I'm broken. I'm a broken person like Matt Hardy.

Upon reaching this point, I wish a fun metamorphosis would have occurred. I'd become this crazy super genius who wants to conquer the world. I'd develop some sort of rich weird accent that's British in nature... I'd live in a spooky mansion... and everyone would be in awe of my broken brilliance.

I said 10 years ago, but the reality is being broken sucks. You feel like your life has fallen apart. I'm sitting in my room the majority of every day, depressed with no end in sight. There's no power to it. You're weak.

I said, I feel like the Beach Boys song "I just wasn't made for these times." I feel different from most people, much more advanced, and I can't seem to fit in.

It's like everybody else in the world is sleeping and I'm woken to quote Matt Hardy.

And my psychiatrist says, "I think you are a young man with a long journey and lots of hard work ahead on the way to recovery who wants to believe he has already almost arrived at his destination of independence."

And I didn't hear him. I tuned that right out.

And I said, "I used to be normal." Okay, maybe not. But I could have passed for normal. Now my inner-rockstar has come alive. I'm no longer sleeping Andrew, I'm woken. I'm a woken artist.

I wonder what people from my past think when they see the Andrew Cinematic Universe. When they see my social media content, they must think I'm so cool, lol. They must think I'm an iconic badass, lol. They must want to date me.