You'll thank me one day

You think that I didn't forgive you. You think that I don't care anymore or that I hate you. But of course I do and of course I don't. You apologised, you tried to reach out several times, you wanted to meet up. Why?

I am okay with being misunderstood. With you thinking I'm cold. You said you knew me, right? So why did you think I'd agree to meet up, talk further, or any of those things?

Did you love the attention? Me being vulrenable for you? Did you think I needed to get my shit together?

My only regret is burdening you with my own shit when you were going through something. Sorry. Word vomit at you everytime we speak, don't know why I do that.

Let's stay in our own worlds. Congrats on getting married. I hope you have a happy and healthy life. If you still don't understand why speaking with me is a problem, then maybe you're not as smart as you think.

Bye.