I just want to end it all.

I am a 33 year old man who has failed at all of their dreams. Things that have once brought me happiness don't anymore. I feel that sometimes I do the craziest things for just a small bit of happiness and I find more often than not, it doesn't. I don't see any point in living.

I work at a job where I am targeted every single day and treated as though I don't know how to my job even though I have been doing it for almost a decade.

I deal with a family that consistently calls me fat and treats me like a child. I recently got out of a relationship where the woman was using me for my money and left me in large amounts of debt.

I just can't do it anymore. I hate life, I just want it to end. The sooner the better.