First day.

I’ve been smoking eveyday (4/5 blunts a day) since graduation day 8 years ago.I’m 25 now & time has flew. I just got into my career HVAC a year ago, the hard work from that alone makes me crave a blunt end of day & between raising a 4 yr old, needing tools, saving to move out mom house, needing a car you would think that’s enough motivation to stop, clearly im addicted. I have way more important needs with my money at the moment just praying I can release myself from this bad habit. If what i have on my plate isn’t serious enough to drop weed I don’t think I ever will, unless I actively try too.