Rant lang baka delete ko rin

Hi I just wanna rant lang kase I feel frustrated and naaawa sa sarili ko huhuhu This is my 2nd job as ABA therapist and 7 months na ko dito and till now may salary per cut off is 5k and madalas hindi pa naabot sa kalahati ng 5k since walang kid na naenroll. Now Im having financial struggle narin talaga and wanting to resign but my contract has bond na 20k. I regret resigning sa 1st job ko kase I thought mas above minimum sa field nato🥹🥹 I love my job pero di ako mag ssurvive dito