Any guys here used to struggle or is struggling with meth addiction?

Is there light at the end of the tunnel?

I've been struggling with meth for the last two years. I'm now clean for the longest time, it's all because I realized some stuffs about myself.

I realized that I've been using meth as a coping mechanism against depression, anxiety and negative emotions in general. And those negative emotions comes from me disliking myself for being gay and living in a world where I'm hated. When I realized it was a coping mechanism for something else, that I've never knowing any other way to cope than using drugs, I asked myself if there's any other way. And that realization helped a lot.

But sometimes the reasons and cravings are just for the intense sexual pleasure, but mostly it makes me finally be able to accept my sexuality, only when high.

Any guys successfully got their lives back? Anyone also struggling? I've been from homeless, jobless, suicidal to somewhat better now