I’m just so angry (sorry if this is not allowed)

i’m so fucking tired of people thinking this is a social thing. like, as i’ve gotten more mistaken for a non-dysphoric trans person, or like, as more people have thought that i’m nonbinary, i’ve developed more anger towards the non-dysphoric community because they seem to view it as social thing. like, there is nothing wrong with being non-dysphoric, and i was happy for them before, but now i feel like they’re transtrenders and taking the space of people like me who are actually trans and \*need\* medicine like testosterone to live, because these ‘transmasc afab demiboy’ people say you don’t need testosterone to be a trans man, which sure, fine! but i do!! true trans people do!! and that’s such a shitty thing to say, but like, i don’t see how you could be trans and not want testosterone. like, my ex-boyfriend calls himself an afab genderfluid tboy. he doesn’t wear binders, they wear skirts and dresses and like having a high pitched voice, he wants to start T but isn’t dysphoric, and it just pisses me off. and i know i should be happy for them, he doesn’t suffer like i do, but it feels like he’s clogging the community and making cis people think we’re jokes. i’m not a joke! i’m a man! i’m a man with a serious condition and it needs to be treated. my mum doesn’t take me seriously when i say i want to start T because of those people who decided they wanted to be gender diverse in 2020 and are now detransitioning. im not like that!! like yes, the 2020 period helped me figure out i was a trans man, but im not some agender demigirl genderfluix lesboy, im a FUCKING MAN! a gay man, and you’re not letting me live as it because these people have ruined how cis people view the community. and i just wish i didn’t have this viewpoint, but im so fucking \*angry\*. i feel like there should be two trans communities. for people who are actually medically trans, who are dysphoric, who need this, and for the people who just want this. for the people who want to be girlboys and fagdykes and lesboys and whatever. do what you want. just don’t take me down with you. it’s not fair.

i made this same post on the truscum sub, im just so fucking tired.