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I tried I tried so hard that u would come around. I turned a blind eye to everything else going on because to that point nothing else mattered. Meanwhile im the fucking fool as u were more than casually saying and u were more worried about other friends finding out than the HEART BREAK that caused me. U know what tho I am not going to say a single word to anyone. I want u to have the best opportunity with this guy. I hope every star fucking aligns and he does everything as great as he can. Because still with that u won’t feel complete still u feel there is a part missing. That part is me and u already know it. But now instead of waiting around like i have been for a month each and everyday I’m pulling away. I can’t do this anymore. The sand glass clock is emptying more and more each day…. Will u be able to stop it??