Porn gave me ED (Erectile Dysfunction) M(21).

I've been watching porn continuously for over 3 years now. Not everyday or for hours but enough for it to have an effect on my physical health as I will explain. I used to pride myself in the fact i didn't watch porn before then. Now I cant even get it up to real women, even when they're naked right next to me.

My copulsive behavior has led me to the escort business where I've paid countless women for sex. I dont wanna talk about the moral aspect of it but my overall experience as someone who watches porn.

The embarrassment you get in that moment when you cant get hard, no matter how much the girl tries, is so unbearable. I dont wish it on anyone. Especially since you've already paid for the sex.

My biggest problem is self control when I feel like I want to watch porn. Especially when im alone. When I've been busy at school/work or when I've played some sports on the day I don't jack off at all.

I dont know what to do but I do know I cant let it get worse than this. I need serious help, any advice would be appreciated.

Would also like to have an accountability partner if possible. Thanks.