r/dating

23M, So yesterday i met a girl who was doing yoga in the park i approached her and asked "mind if i join you tomorrow for yoga" and she acted in a kind way, we had a conversation regarding timings, So today i went to join her and i got to know that she is married, yesterday i thought she would be as my age, although we had a great conversation, she told that she is a yoga therapist then i asked her how long does her yoga session last, she said around 40 minutes and i replied "so you are a monk living in the city" and she started laughing after that we had further conversation where she was asking me questions back and forth, after that i said i have to go now and i left. The reason I left from there because she is married and his husband is working in Abu Dhabi and I don’t want to ruin someone’s life.

Few hours later, now I can’t able to stop thinking about her, I am on 70^(th) day of nofap and I want to fap as hell imagining her, I am trying to keep myself busy but nothing is working, I am getting back to back boners (even while writing this I have one). She made me harder then ever in these 70 days.