Realizing

I have now realized that you were more afraid of loosing a home than loosing me ever. I get it, but it sucks to be manipulated when someone doesn't get what they want. I know I can be a real piece of work myself. Im not blameless. I guess I have found more things I need to heal. I'll be grateful for that and the fact that I am now working on moving forward at a pace I didn't know I was capable of. Guess having things end gave me a renewed sense of purpose to go get my dreams and concentrate on me now.