Post-betrayal clarity

Is it true, the lies you told me of yourself, that made it sound like a lie? What am I supposed to do when my normal stance differ from me and you? Do you understand why I cried, up until I stop pretending from day one? Why you lied, c'mon? You thought you had the upper hand this whole time, at the end. Your pride and logic made you blind, while I pride myself on how and why, between all of us, my Boolean and fuzzy logic saw both sides of the game instructions.