38 [M4F] #Illinois. Married but looking for something more

Hello! so I am married, yes, but i would love to meet someone here for something potentially long term, online. I'm looking for something potentially a bit different. I love the idea of emotional and mental domination/manipulation. I want you to manipulate me into craving you. Needing you. Being broken without you. I want to be told often and regularly that i am not good enough for you. I want you to know and truly believe that you are a Goddess to me, and you can do no wrong. You can say or treat me any way you want. I want you unlock the side of you that you've always kept hidden because it was "too much". And I want you to know that I will still be completely obsessed with you no matter what happens.

Throughout all of this, i really do want to care for you, and strangly, i want to feel like you care for me as well. I would love to chat and see how you feel. lets talk?