35 [M4F] Texas/Online - Married, confined, disinterested

Good evening (or morning if you’re from the future)

I don’t even know what to type here. I’m burnt out? I’m hitting that middle age range and just feel have gotten that “this is it?” hammer slammed right into my skull. Wife had a low libido, I didn’t grow up to be a millionaire, didn’t have kids, I’m just another 1 in 9 billion. I miss feeling like more than that.

So here I am looking for someone to get to know long term, I hope. I know I’m on dirtyr4r but I’d like some depth as well. I’m a bit of an affection slut. Kinks, personal stuff, hobbies I’d rather talk about in chat so that we have something to roll with. I’ll say I’m bearded, a tad rough around the edges but would say I’m a conventionally attractive-ish fella. I work with my hands, have a bit of a nerdy streak and can usually find something in common with anyone.

If you think you might want to chat to feel things out, reach out and let’s yap.