am i getting…boring???

For my entire life, I was always somebody on the quieter side. I was always very reserved. but even with people I was comfortable with I would be funny and provide my own kind of personal personality. But that was during high school. Now, in college, I feel like that personality is slowly going away. I feel myself not talking to as many people anymore and being more shy. I never use my own humor anymore because I’m worried of getting judged.

i literally had a friend group in the beginning of the semester that I had to leave because I just didn’t vibe with them. they were a normal friend group too, they were cool people. but somehow my personality didn’t match with theirs.

i’m just worried that I’m getting more boring and i’m losing my personality. Being in that friend group, I was so antisocial to the point where I just didn’t want to talk to anybody (me leaving for the weekend fixed that) but still.

i would absolutely hate to be boring… i don’t wanna be an NPC 😭😭