Jealous of people who sleep thru detox

Like how is my partner zonked right now. I can't sleep I just sit here with no motivation or energy, can't even play a video game and I'm out of good shows to watch. Every time we re-up and run out, they sleep for a week straight and I'm just left with nothing but my thoughts. Dog begging me to go out and of course it's gotta be me to walk em because the s/o is asleep 😑 FML work going to be shit the next few days