I need answers please!!

I'm new to Norse Paganism. I converted from Christianity not too long ago. I currently am working with Freyja and have an altar for her in my room that I have to pack up every night so my VERY Christian parents don't see and kick me out. I was doing a rune casting the other night and accidentally broke a leg on the cat figurine I bought for her. Yesterday morning which was not even a week after, I had to speed to the emergency vet at 2 am because my sister's cat had a stroke from an underlying heart condition. The vet said his back legs were completely paralyzed and we had to put him down. Not only that, but this is a week after the 5 year mark of my previous cat's death which was a heart attack from an underlying heart condition. I don't believe in coincidences period, and this seems a little too convenient. I apologized to Freyja for breaking something on her altar and I gave her more offerings. I also sat with her for a while asking forgiveness and her blessing going forward. Is this a coincidence or is she vengeful for my mistake? I genuinely need to know because I'm blaming myself and need to know how to go about appeasing her if she is upset with me. Please help I'm losing my mind.