lesbian to bi (?)

I gotta repost on here bc I posted this on the lesbian subreddit and well… they didn’t like it lol

(20F) I came out as a lesbian a couple years ago, dated women in the past and it went well during the times I was with my them. I was bisexual before and only dated a dude once. I often got the ick from him and eventually had to break up with him then came out a couple months later. After that I lost the attraction towards men completely.

Right now I'm confused whether I'm lesbian or bi or pan because I find men attractive (obviously, not all of them) but I do have a type and they don't exist. So basically just fictional, and mainly animated ones (Imao).

If you asked if I can imagine myself dating one, yes l can, but not with a real person and I hate the way I enjoy thinking about it. I feel guilty to even think about the idea of dating a dude and it stresses me out. I'm stressed because of the label. I don't want to label myself anymore and I know I care too much what will people around me (who I told them that I only like women) think if one day I pop out with a man, I'm scared they'll judge me.

I still love women, always been lol. I love women emotionally, physically, and sexually... basically love everything about women.

if you have any opinions on this please be nice to me if you can and if you have questions that will help me figure out my sexuality please ask, thank you 🥹🙏🏻 (if I type anything wrong I apologize, English is not my first language)