I’m an idiot and I’m stuck in a situation I don’t want to be in

My now wife had us move out of my home town to be closer to her family which at first I thought was ok but I have only her up here and to be honest I felt rushed in getting married and seriously wanted to wait but I did it anyway because I didn’t want to loose her but now I’m up her I have a house payment, insurance, electricity and just all the other expenses and working a job I hate and it adds up we’re broke living pay check to pay check and I have no friends and no family here to help me through any rough patches I’m going through and if I talk to my wife all she will say is “well we didn’t have to” or “so you don’t want to be with me” but I miss my old life the freedom the family the friends and just everything about my home town and I had a job I liked not making the best but it was rewarding and made me happy and now I feel trapped up here with no support….thank you for reading this if you made it this far don’t be afraid to reach out I’d love to talk about anything and get advise or here others stories