You know I can’t help but feel bad for the three of them 🥺

I was talking about this with someone else but this must be a hell hole to be in 

All 3 of them realized that there was life was a life 

And the painfulness of the past is smacking them right in the face.

Akina: Akina not only had to forsake the family moment he must’ve deep down long for, but had reface the mother that abandoned him  especially when they were so young. 

Following that having to come face with face with the potential truth that one his closest friend was a lie and the potential truth that he supposedly might not be able to see kurumi again in the real world

I say potential cause thanks to lore there’s is some more validity to a previous theory I have though it’s only speculation 

Anyways back to it 

Kurumi: I don’t believe the Kurumi where seeing is a different one but if kurumi truly is a different Kurumi, than means she must’ve gained memories of her time in the hospital and her death .

 It amazing that memories like those wouldn’t make her go stir crazy like it did with fantome suo

But whether it’s  same kurumi or not  

Must be so hard for  both her beloved sister and close friend be on the opposite side 

And To have kanami claim that she isn’t real and to have to protect the world from her as her enemy . Cause she’ll disappear other wise.

Kanami: Kanami got to have the worst of all though

As masanori pointed out deep down Kanami wants to be with kurumi 

And that she still grieving her “death”

But all of sudden she reunite with her sister and is living with her again

And reality became nothing more than a dream.

Until it wasn’t 

And has to make a choice either live with kurumi in this world or fight to bring back the old one.

And obviously she choose the ladder since she a mythisch fighter but still doesn’t make it easy knowing that she has to erase her chance to be with her sister again.

However kanami is a straight forward person so much so for her keeping the promise she made and not abandoning the life Kurumi had lead in the original one was something she couldn’t forsake

Even if it reality and the verity is hard even if she has to say goodbye again

She can’t forget it and erase it 

And the even harder part is knowing how to treat this situation cause she the one who adamant about her not being real

And that she the enemy 

But still longs to be with her.

But I think Akina words save kanami here!

And I think this a lot more than Akina being Akina despite what some people think 😂

Kanami said that 

Akina played a big part in her hospital stay and help her through that tough time.

But that also means the reverse is probably true to that Kurumi helped Akina too.

So it’s only natural for him to want to help her but at the same time seem confused on what he should do 

And those very words was probably a small miracle for kanami 

But Kanami can’t bring herself to treat Kurumi as she would back in the real world, and had to give up and  treat her as a enemy 

But for Akina Kurumi is still Kurumi even if she is a fantome.

His words where his genuine wish and something he would say regardless if was the parrallatic kurumi or the verity Kurumi

And those words help her with some of the pain and believe that even if it’s a small chance  a miracle will come and save Kurumi in the end 😉

So good!

Kanami own little miracle