If high body count, Ekis na ba?

Problem/Goal: Too high of a body count means ekis na?

Context:

Mid-30s late male here.
Extrovert, educated, they said I'm cute nman daw, socialable , at dati ay certified party animal. Hindi naman ako masamang tao, pero back then, I was that guy na madaling makipag-usap at for some reason, madaling lapitan esp with a bottle of beer. One small chat, one konting asaran, ayun na, "..promise coffee lang.." . At hindi ko namalayan, my body count started piling up parang EDSA traffic tuwing rush hour. Di ko rin maintindihan bakit ang bilis ng pila ng babae sa past ko, pero ayunibang era, ibang version ko, buti nlang my "Frenzy" (only real OG knows this brand)

Ngayon, iba na. Tumino, huminahon, naging seriouso sa buhay.

Kaya legit tanong:

Kapag mataas ba body count ng lalaki, automatic X na ba sa mga babae?
Tipong pag narinig nila yung history ko, exit agad, parang jeep na puno na raw ang sakay?
Or worse, parang MRT na may announcement: “Sorry po, may technical problem. Please find another train ?

Hindi ako proud but hindi rin ako ashamed , just a chapter of who I used to be. may pag-asa pa ba kaming galing sa “EDSA Archives” na maging long term material?

Looking forward sa real talk ninyo.

Previous Attempts: N/A, and YES FYI, I am medically clean. If not, I'd probably be 6ft down under a long long time ago.