It's been 2 weeks

It's been 2 weeks since I've had a good, long, honest to god edging session, and oh boy I could tell, I wanted to cum so bad the whole time, but I didn't let myself. Every stroke in my fleshlight was making me want to lose it.

But yeah, now that I'm finally over the sickness I had last week and had some time to just sit down and edge my cock, I just went for it. I feel so good right now, I haven't cum in almost 4 days, I've only cum 6 times all month, which historically is insanely low for me, but I've been feeling so much better not cumming. It's looking like I'll have my least orgasmic month ever, because at this point the likelihood I'll cum twice in the next 50 hours is basically zero.

I'm planning on just keeping this going. February is about to start soon, and I have a goal not to cum for an entire calendar month (31 days, to be specific), and I think I'm going to allow a few days run-up to count, which means if I want to count February at the end of next month, I'm no longer allowed to cum, day one would be today, the 29th. I say that like it's a bad thing lol I don't want to cum anyway.

But yeah, it's honestly so weird how little I want to cum now. Not in the sense of I like the thought of not cumming, but like genuinely and mentally I just don't have any interest or need to cum anymore save for maybe once a week. I'll just go 3-5 days without even masturbating, and even when I get the itch to edge, I'll just do it, cumming just isn't even a thought I have anymore except to avoid physically doing it. It's only been a thing for about a month now, but I'm happy that this is how my body responds to edging and denial now. I'm excited to see how long I can really go without cumming!