How does suicide felt?

lets just say i maybe experienced how it feels to do suicide

how? nothing much i was just so depressed that day i didnt wanted to actually kill myself but went near a 9th storied buildings railings in the rooftop and the railing are shorter than my waist..

i was just standing there still imagining myself crossing the railing even felt the thin railing under my foot then a jump lights scatter sound goes whooosh then 1 brutal smack just 1

how does it feel? well if u have ever felt face down? that it is just many times harder

this will break ur spine and skull if u land on back also some joints

the shock from the hit? will tear apart ur blood vessels, etc u wont be able to talk or move u will feel the pain for such and will slowly feel the pain fade and ur eyes getting closed, people gathering trying hard maybe to see if ur alive or not but ur already gone....

soon everyone asks one question

WHY????