A couple days back I posted about my LDR, and we’ve still been talking. I communicated with him a bit after that, saying that I wish I could hear more from him and he was super nice about it and reassured me that it was okay. I don’t know if he might have forgotten though, since he was smoking a bit of weed on our call. Despite this, he assured me previously that he doesn’t mind how much I talk, but I still try to make conversation on the shorter side since I know he tends to get busy. I tried having more fluid and lively conversations, asking him things in hopes I’ll get a response but seemingly to no avail. I was a bit worried but didn’t want to jump to the worst conclusions. It’s been helping that he seems to be trying to talk to me more often, but our schedules haven’t aligned as best as they could as of lately. I tried to tell him my availability but I never got a response. 

Still hopeful from seeing his efforts to try to communicate more though, I tried to make small talk about my day today through a voice note. It started off normal, but since I did want to communicate about our lack of communication, I tried to do that as well. Because I haven’t formally been in a relationship prior to this, I got pretty nervous and could feel my voice breaking a bit trying to explain the situation. Of course, I don’t expect us to talk 24/7 but I explained that I wish I got to hear a bit more from him, rather than once or twice per week. I’m worried I may have scared him away with my tone and requests, I don’t want to sound demanding. I just really miss him :(

I Am Terrified of Scaring Away my LDR