Finally choosing myself over all else[mtf4A]

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I’m finally coming to terms with something I’ve felt since I was about 12 years old: I no longer want to live the rest of my life as a cisgender male. Deep down, I’ve always felt more female than male, but I spent years hiding it—never fully committing to a gay relationship or to transitioning, largely because my family is deeply transphobic. I’ve had many relationships with women, and while some were genuinely great, I still felt an emptiness and a lack of true fulfillment. I’ve realized that I feel most myself, most comfortable, and most alive when I’m seen and treated as a woman, especially by men who recognize that part of me. I’m 28, currently living in New Jersey, but I’m seriously planning to leave the state—and I’m even open to relocating out of the country—to fully pursue my transition, including starting HRT. More than anything, I’m hoping to find my first real boyfriend who sees me for the woman I am, supports my transition, and wants to build something real and loving together. I’m a gamer, 420-friendly, a big coffee lover, pet-friendly, and pretty open-minded. My DMs are open to everyone—whether you want to talk, connect, or just offer support.

I am not poly. I only want a serious one on one relationship.

Please be around 29 to 34.

I am ok with cis people.

Posted Jan 30, 2026, 5:20 AM UTC

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