randi since childhood?

I've been exposed to porn since i was 12, i used to touch myself a lot, i still do even in my school washroom sometimes. lol I'm just a dumb whore who love dicks a lil too much. i may not be good in studies but i eat cock better. i hv lots of kinks ( breeding cnc pet play humiliation sharing bukkake) everything you name it! am i just a loser sicko?