I wish my FP was someone a little more emotionally available

As much as I enjoy spending time together, I crave more connection, depth, understanding, and emotional intimacy. Maybe I am overly needy again, but I can't ignore these feelings. Maybe my old FP/ex spoiled me by meeting my deeper layers and indulging my more obsessive side, now leaving my soul dissatisfied with anything less. Maybe I've approached her wrong and can actually achieve more depth in time. I do not know...

We voice chat/play games almost every day for the last few months and she is a pretty woman (even tho she is lesbian, it's a plus). All things that are cool and that can get me attached over time. It's just... without feeling seen and met in the depths, a part of me will remain sad.