Feel Like Some Of My Classmates Are CGs

Hey everybodyy! Sooo umm theres these two guys in my class of 7... lets call the first one Turtle and the other one Persoj 2 cuz im not thinking of a name. Well i really want both of them to be my cg but neither of them know i regress right? But i feel like person 2 is already kinda being my cg and he caares and he just yknow it feels like hes my cg. Turtle is more confusing because he makes me feel safe and stuff and if im anxious or lost pr whatever he'll help and he'll stand up for me if somebody else says something. But he still teases me. But either way sometimes i think of them as my cgs and i have like one of their coices in the back of my head when im little.

Is this weird? Normal? Do any of tou have this? What do i do to stop it if its bad?