Sexually frustrated single 22F

I am down fuckin bad to get deep fucked. 22f and im drunk as shit rn so will probably regret this later but w/e. Ive sabotaged myself by telling people im bisexual with a strong lean towards women (leaning towards men rn instead) and its apparently ended my ability to find a male fuckbuddy. Virgin when it comes to straight sex but damn do I want to experience it so bad it hurts. Just sad ive sabotaged my own efforts to meet men