Since 2025, others have been talking to me only out of pity

I'm getting increasingly much more of a burden each time I utter a word to anyone else (there's a wisdom to it that if you fall out of your own life once, you'll be unable to get it back)

I'd make a guess approx. 98% of people are treating others pragmatically or even in a utilitarian way, even if they're muddying the waters with their words

If you're a misfit, disabled, or a minority, you hold no value in the societal context and you're a net negative (that's why, soon or later, you're suddenly left or subliminally avoided)

You only can lead an inconspicuous life where people pretend you're invisible

Yea, I know, there are exceptions but it's like finding a treasure in your backyard (almost impossible to get)