HALF WAY IN?

It went halfway in. I dilated before starting and started roleplay and orgasmed. He tried to put it in, not completely. It was super weird and tough for me to relax. It was painful too especially when he started thrusting in and out faster. I noticed my body was too tight and rigid, I just couldn't relax. I guess dilating helped physically but can't get my mind to relax and trust him. He just starts thrusting and wasn't gentle so it wasn't helpful one bit. But I'm proud I was able to get this much in without bleeding and all. Now I guess the next mission is to continue dilating and relax?? Trust him?? Smokr some weed first? screams