Anyone else cut just becaue they feel like they have to?

I have a way better life now. I have supportive friends. I got a binder and im starting to feel more comfortable in my body. So Ive been happy for like 6 months right? My longest sobriety streak in this time period? 1 week. Idk I look at it say 7 days and i go "damn, guess i gotta cut now" and cut even though theres no reason for me to?? Like, i dont wanna cut, im starting to find it gross but i just do it anyways. I mean, i still cut for more normal reasons like my parents but otherwise when my father is busy, i still cut for no reason. Ik its an addiction but i dont even feel addicted, it feels like a chore honestly