White lily soliflore!!!!!!!!

I am dying to find a perfume that smells like lily. Not lily of the valley, i mean easter lily, oriental lily, the white one they use in funerals, And i mean the whole flower, with the stems and the leaves and the incredible, gorgeous Blooms. I know about Lys 41 and un lys by lutens but they are BANK BREAKERS so i cant blind buy them (and im struggling to find samples in europe), I can't source lush death and decay in greece for the life of me and i just tried funeral home by demeter and it was underwhelming. Any ones i might have missed? Is there one that's safe enough to buy without testing first? I just wanna smell like a cold florist's fridge!!!!