[M4F] Anal with my fat friend

I was holding my hand over the send message button. It was a simple question. "Hey... can I ask you something personal?".

It had been a week since I broke up with my girlfriend. I'd been consumed with this obsession with you, and I knew I'd have to be rid of that relationship to even attempt to do anything with you. It felt shameful. You were fat. Cute, but fat. But my fantasies had been consumed by you ever since I saw you in the bikini last summer. My browser history was nothing but searches about "BBW Anal", "Man fucks fat girl in the ass" - always the same theme. Fat girls getting fucked in the ass. It was an obsession, and not a healthy one.

I'd known you for a while now. A few years, and I was hopeful that maybe you'd reciprocate my feelings. Another part of me knew that what I wanted was unusual, and that there was an extremely high risk you'd reject me on the spot.

I take a deep breath, and send the message. My heart was pounding as I waited for an answer.

Kinks: Anal, a2m, watersports, lingerie, really - anything, but those are the primary ones. But there's nothing I won't include, only stuff that would need a different back story.