Tired of Not Having Friends

I’m honestly tired of not having friends. I don’t even know how being in a friend group feels, but it must be really nice. I was very shy in school, had a few ppl I knew, but we all drifted apart after passing out. College didn’t help either(COVID) I stayed home, then started prepping for govt. exams. So I never really went out with friends(the hi nhi nhi)or built any circle. Two years just… passed. Cracked a few exams, didn’t want those jobs, gave CAT and I’ll be joining a college this year. Still, it gets frustrating feeling this friendless.

Today, I went out with my parents for their work, and at a restaurant I saw friend groups laughing together, couples giggling and enjoying themselves. Happy for them but I also envy them. Coming back home made my heart feel really heavy.So Tired of Not Having Friends

I’m craving friendships. I want a big friend group. I want to be friends with girls too(not in a creepy way) but because that’s what I genuinely hope for. I live in a suburban area of a tier-three city and finding people here is really difficult. Hey Bhagwan, please be kind to me and give me good ppl in the future. But honestly, I want someone right now. Even a platonic friendship. Even one good friend. Going to fests, hanging out, just… belonging