Needing advice

First off I want to say that I struggle with drug addiction, about a year ago I was experiencing a lot of drug induced mania and spiritual delusion. I was in a really bad state and I snapped a friend from work a happy birthday text we talked for a little bit and she made me feel a lot better telling me what a good guy I was. We had always been pretty good work friends, she is a great person but I never thought of her romantically. At the time I was exploring the Shem mephorash guardian angel and her birthday fell a couple days before mine and I realized we shared the same guardian angel Vehuiah. Not only that but I believe the day we met was the solar eclipse. Along with that the weird part is we share the same name hers is a feminine version of my name. We haven’t talked in a while but I still think about her occasionally I thought of her as a good friend so sometimes I miss her. I know I have a lot work to do on myself but even if I never see her again do these could these similarities be mere coincidences or something greater. Even if I never see her again or have a relationship with her could our meeting still have some significance in mine or both our lives. Was there a meaning to this, if we are so called ‘twin flames’ could there be any other explanations to our meeting besides romantic. What do you guys think? Thank you 😊