18 [FTM4A] #Los Angeles/Online I Slept With My Boyfriend’s Father

Well if you had told me this was going to be a thing that happened to me a few months ago I would’ve thought you were crazy. Hell I might’ve thought you were crazy a week ago.

I might be crazy currently. In fact I almost definitely am. Don’t worry, I am aware of this fact. However I can’t undo what was done, and I had crossed the line before last night happened.

This has been a slow burn lust story happening in the background of my boyfriend and I’s love story ever since I moved to California to be with him last January. There’s been flirting and words exchanged and soft touches and generally a lot of very inappropriate behavior that eventually led me to where I am today.

I’m not entirely sure what to say or do next, it’s crazy that things even went this far and half of my brain wants to go way further and live a completely hedonistic life sexuality and part of me wants to recede into a ball of embarrassment forever.

Happy to share more details upon request I’m just not sure how much I can/should put here. I’m just in disbelief. I read stories like this on here but was never one of those people who thought it could happen to me. Now I’m not even fully sure what I’m capable of.