I’m so sick of them

I can’t leave my house at the moment because I’m doing my degree and my partner doesn’t live close enough for me to stay there, if I did I’d need to commute 4 hours a day to go to uni because of how the trains work here.

My mother decides she will randomly check my bathroom as a control method and texted me this snarky message when I was out “I will be checking the bathroom, make sure it’s spot on.” I’m not sure why but it’s sent me into hysterical panic and crying so much so I had to come back and clean the bathroom.

I’m so sick of it makes me want to collapse and die, jump out of the window at the same time I feel trapped. I can’t afford to move out I lost my job and I’m having trouble finding a new one.

Sorry rant