HEN

My new psychiatrist, case worker, therapist, RD, and family are in support of home enteral nutrition, since there aren't any ED places available to me due to my insurance/in general. My RD is very supportive of this especially, I suppose because this is where she is more knowledgeable.

I've been clinging to this to get me through the exhaustion, brain fog, physical pain, and fear. It gives me a little hope to stabilize. Yet I am afraid something is going to fall through insurance wise or finding a surgeon, or that the wait time will be too long and I will not be able to stay out of the hospital.

I see the doctor again Monday. I'm trying to stay hopeful but I am still afraid I will be left with more frustration of help that falls through, leaving me to figure out a next step.