Life over

I’m sorry but I can’t keep living without being able to do an important skill that makes life a thousand times easier and gives you freedom while everyone around me can and expects me to accept it

I want to feel the accomplishment of passing the test and obtaining a license

I’m a man and I can’t get a driver’s license because of a medical condition in a car centric country and because of that my life is harder than Everyone around me who has a license and cars, they drive, enjoy themselves, and go out whenever they want, and I envy them for that

Walkable cities don’t exist here and even if they did living in a walkable city isn’t for me I think cars make everything easier, I want to own one, and I want to drive myself it’s not that hard to understand

The whole “walkable cities” argument is still weak anyway because even if you live in one you should still learn how to drive because Driving is an important skill to have I just want freedom I don’t want to lock myself in 4x4 city

and The argument that cars are too expensive doesn’t work either because Ubers are expensive too and they can be even more expensive if you’re someone who spends a lot of time outside the only difference is that driving yourself isn’t inconvenient

As for buses You have literally to schedule everything so there’s literally no freedom or independence and they’re so inconvenient and also limited to their routes

Everyone comes to university in their own car and can rely on themselves and I’m thinking of leaving the university I want to withdraw from university today because the feeling is so degrading even though I do have a scholarship and I’m studying for free but I really don’t care I already been abcent for a whole month

I Just don't have the will to keep going anymore