Hi everyone i made mistakes and my boyfriend blocked me.

So, long story short, ive been dating a guy for a month and he blocked me on insta today and we are just talking on snap. He said i lost insta privileges.

So, ive (18f) been dating this guy (23m) for 1-2 months, and he hates it when i mention other men, yet i dont mention men much since i dont have many make friends and this is okay for me, i respect my man and our relationship, so i prefer not talk to other men.

Once, i had a friend who got me a cheap thing on a game, and when we were new with my bf, i mentioned him to my friend, and my friend called him a name like cocaine guy since he was smoking weed, after paying his debt, the thing he paid for me in a game as a gift, i blocked him. I didnt want to block him immediately bc i didnt want to be a girl who used a mans money and block him after using his money. Second time, i mentioned a school story, a guy from my class sweared at my whole bloodline so i hit him and he got mad because i "touched" him while hitting. And said i was flirting, which was indeed not true. In the third time, i told him i had zero make friends a month ago and got male friends out of pity against myself after my break up w an ex, which was supposed to be funny since i was stating a stupid fact about myself (i dont have much make friends, i have 4 and 2 of them are gays or gay like and 1 of them is trans) and in the last time, today, it was my birthday and i got a "hbd bro" text from my ex, which pissed me off, because that guy literally f*cked my entire life and left me unhappy and my current bf knew that too. I was nothing but mad about this, i shared it with him, told him i got a stupid text like this, and he got mad at me and we have been arguing since then. I just wanted to let him know about that guys, i swear.. because his ex once texted him (she texted him very very disgusting things that include sexual things) and i did not do anything bad to him, i got irritated, yet it was not his fault, i was glad he shared it w me. Thats why i wanted to share it with him, i knew hed get mad at me for mentioning a guy but if i didnt tell him this id feel like im hiding sth. I swear guys, all i was trying to do to be a honest and a loyal woman.. What will i do now?

He said itd better if we be friends.. He told me to delete all of his pics and all.. He said im a liar and repeating my mistakes, but guys, i swear to yall, i have zero bad intentions against him, i love him so so so much and changed my entire future plan for him. I really love him and i wasnt trying to disrespect him.

Now im blocked on his insta and he talks to me on snap, says im stupid and im not listening to him.

Do u guys think he will forgive me?