Finished breaking bad for the first time

the series gives me this feeling that is sooo weird. i love the movie so muvh and i feel like i might kill myself cuz of how good it is and how much i cant expkain what i feel twoards it and the UGGHHHH. its so fucking good. i ffeel soooo much nostalgia type shit, so fucking kafkaesque. anyone else feeling this? im ill and this creates an itch which needs to be scratched. i love this series so FUCKING MUCH