Observation

An artist, he finds inspiration from many people, places, and things. Mayer, he has too many friends, associates, and life experiences. It is impossible to make an entire album just from one person. Even if what you wrote gives a little spark of inspiration, it is a big leap to think like that. He loves to have conversations in person or on the phone, but it does not mean he is in love with that person.

I suggest you call him and ask for clarification if you are a muse and if he loves you. Then, you will have your answer. If you cannot speak directly to him on the phone or face to face, then you already have your answer. He is not secretly communicating with you through the airwaves. He is not in love with you—not even secretly.

I am sorry, but you must accept the truth. At first, it will be hard, but better to face the truth. It will help you find a real romantic partner in life. I guarantee that the universe wants you to have a real partner, one you can meet and talk with in person. Godspeed