I miss my old HS and XC team so much

so I’m a junior in highschool, and I recently moved states in December (halfway through junior year 😢)

I’ve genuinely lost so much fitness because I haven’t ran since mid October, and I’ve been putting off running because I just miss MY cross team!! My senior cross country season I’m gonna be the new one instead of my senior season being with my best friends!!

I’m walking at the gym as I’m writing this because I wore my running shoes and as I laced them up I realized I’ll never race with my team ever again, I’ll never run to donuts with them again, I’ll never have team dinners with them again 😢

And I’ve moved schools so many times, I went to 2 elementarys, 3 middle schools, and now 2 high schools. I just finally thought that I’d stay at that highschool 😭

And I feel like my freshman and sophomore year I was so insecure that it was just miserable and then my first semester of junior year I finally started being happier and forming REAL connections and now im in a whole different state 💔