I dream of dead people and of people dying. There is one person in particular who always pops up in my dreams, it’s been a decade since they passed and I don’t think of them on my own while I’m awake. We weren’t super close actually we did each other dirty even though there was love between us. When I see them I proceed to tell them they’re dead and shouldn’t be here. They leave after this but they usually laugh and say they know after trying to pretend they’re alive. I got tired of this and put up walls saying they’re no longer welcome and the dreams became rare. Besides this I also have location specific dreams and I end up going to these places months or years later but I won’t remember or think about it until I’m there. Besides this I’m followed by black cats, I know it sounds ridiculous but they find me like a beacon and it creeps out people who are with me to witness it. They’re always sweet and friendly and I always loved animals. I get feelings sometimes of a heaviness like something bad will happen and this caused me to avoid car accidents and predicted fatalities that would come months later. I’ve also seen black faceless figures when I was close to death in a hospital and they weren’t frightening but I often feel a presence since I was young. I have also had out of body experiences. I was born under strange circumstances and have some strange genetic things I can’t explain because I don’t know most of my related family. Besides this I have already foreseen my child and so has my partner and I’m not even pregnant or trying. I think I may die when my child is young and it breaks my heart and has kept me from trying to conceive. I just want to make sense of these things but if I tell people I know I sound crazy or attention seeking. I always get a strange orb on my right side in photos taken with a digital camera, attaching a photo, I have to crop out my face as I’d like to stay anon. I have had people approach me about my aura before describing very specific things though I’m not sure if it can be seen in the photo. If you have had any similar experiences please share them with me? Much appreciated, sending love and light. 🤍

Please help me understand, dreams and other peculiar things