[GBR] #Bristol, secret sissy sick of being a guy

I'm 42 years old. I pretend to be a normal straight guy but deep down I do feel like I'm not really very good at being a man. I'm not very confident, indecisive, a follower not a leader. I think I'd be much better off submitting to a real man and becoming his housewife and sex doll.

All my fantasies are about being owned by a guy and being moulded and shaped into his trophy wife, and living to worship his cock. Totally devoting myself to him and letting him take over my life and think for me.

I think that would be a much better life, it's the only fantasy that really excites me and considering a more "normal" life just feels grey and dull.

Realistically I'm not sure the dream is even feasible but would love chat and hopefully meet someone I can connect with. If things do progress I can't currently host.

Would love to share my ideas and thoughts and hear yours