If you are done and tired of wasting time

Find a "working truth" and work with it. Stop listening to podcasts, videos, people giving antidotes, stringing you along for their next big thing or the next entertainment. Stop educating yourself in information, and start educating yourself in real knowledge. A truth is the only thing that won't waste your time. How do you value an hour of time? Keep asking yourself that question until you get it right. And discard all "authorities" who keep sucking you into their game.